my pig died last night giving birth to baby guineas. she was sweet and liked carrots and would squeak when i would open the fridge. it was seriously one of the most heartbreaking things to watch. she was just lying there in her pen making this horrible noise and i could just tell she was in pain. one second she was breathing and the next she wasn't. we burried her today and i cried opening the fridge when i got home because i didn't hear her little sqeak. i think that the worst part is that barnabee is gone and the babies in her are gone too and beans (the daddy) doesn't even really know what is going on. he just knows that he doesn't have his friend anymore. most people can't get how much jay and i loved these pigs so maybe they dont see how deeply this hurts or they think i am stupid cause i cried but i dont care because it is the same as losing a dog or a cat. this one goes to mother nature but i sure am going to be mad at her for a little while.
other than that... life is what it is. things suck, work sucks, my apartment is dirty, and i have a lonely pig. i'm still trying to catch up on sleep from my 80 hr work week last week and possibly gearing up for another one next week. we will see! anyway. i am excited for homecoming and jay just told me the room is moving so i think i will go check on him.
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