Tonight I need to write a case study, one I forgot about, one that I should have been doing a long time ago and I didn't... ugh (again).
I have to write other stuff too... papers, wiki project, case study, praxis paper... all the great amazing things that I need to be doing and I am here typing in my blog... ah, reminds me of college, reminds me of my purge that needs to happen... I forgot about the purge... I have only rediscovered it through my portfolio project. The one that I loved doing... the one that I learned so much about me as a writer doing, about my voice, about my motivations, about my road blocks... and have been converted to a lover of the portfolio. in the past i have seen as useless because i have never understood the purpose... i have also never reflected (properly) and I am becoming more reflective, more understanding of my process, more into understanding in general.
What is stopping me today from writing? Well... Jericho is... I rediscovered it recently then i discovered that it was on Netflix... i have already made it through season one and now into season 2 and I need to just stop watching and start writing. Right now I am on Episode 4 of season 2. I did start writing but then i stopped and started watching. It's nearly 5am and I need to be writing. I have shit to do people.... okay consider that a purge.
UMMMMMM.... Blog revived. Consider it. Love it. Follow it. Ignore it... I really don't care. Turns out that I am going to need it. I need to blog, need to purge, need to be able to let thoughts out in order to write. Maybe that is why this semester has been so brutal. BRUTAL. It could be the divorce, just a thought, but it is probably the lack of blogging. Ah, blogging, college, grad school, blogging, jericho and DAMN facebook!! curse you facebook and your games, your farmville, mafia wars, mousehunt, bejeweled blitz... the list is endless. Thank GOD i got over the whole 5 things lists... 5 things that distract me from being productive tonight.
1. Jericho
2. Facebook
3. my pets
4. checking random websites
5. peeing (yes, peeing. I have found myself going to the bathroom to pee in order to avoid doing the shit that i am supposed to do... write two lines, pee, check facebook, look at peoplefromwalmart.com, pet the cat, watch an episode of jericho... repeat)
Paper writing is going to take a long time. a long time I DON'T have... grrrrrr. Alright, I have to get to work turns out Blogging is only something I can do once, only something that can distract me once... so am i prolonging it? yes. :)
I am out of thing to say... I am out of things to say... welp time to pee.
